I am so sick of scholarship applications. and this one is due today, and I don't have DL's stuff in, and i need to write 3 essays, and i have to have it submitted by midnight pacific time, and i'm going to explode!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
i meant to write that one.
so i'm about to die right now. very yes. sha bam.
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Update
I'm done, and am not completely dead. Close, but not yet. Sorry guys, maybe next time :P
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Sunday, September 21, 2008
applications, boise, dancing, ... love?
sterling scholar applications are due tomorrow, questbridge next week, and national merit the week after. bleargh!
the past two weeks was one of the most hecktic (note the spelling, it was heck) times of my life. I was behind in everything, especially sleep. now i'm feeling good, cause i slept all afternoon. i designed my school's sports page, and i had a blast doing that.
i went to boise and back for cross country, and it was a load of fun. i had a bit of a weird thing though. jennii... well we went up to boise in different seats and came back in the same one. nothing happened, but i need to be careful with where i let us go. i want to get to be good friends with her, but i need to show that that's all. it's a hard line to draw sometimes.
dancing with eaven is starting to get AMAZING!!!! i'm starting to realize i need to be more decisive with my dancing, so no being unclear on what i want to do. I tried it a little bit last time we practiced, and it was like... SHA-BAM! we fit together like grilled cheese sandwiches and tomato soup. it was probably the best i've ever danced. now i just need to work on stringing moves together, so it makes the dance flow.
speaking of eaven, she's amazing. she had a party a week or two ago, and my feet were cold during the movie, so i got a blanket. her mom made a joke, and we ended up holding hands. just before this, i'd been having trouble resisting the gorgeous eaven, so i was purty happy. in the next day or two, i felt sorta weird, cause i wanted to keep holding her but i knew i couldn't without messing things up. so when we'd dance, i'd skip hugging her goodbye to keep myself from not letting go.
anyway... i asked her to go to my brother's concert with me, and we had a blast. right at the beginning, i thought about getting close to her, but i decided it wasn't the best time, and she'd not like it. so we had an amazing time, joking around and making up stories. my parents showed up, and we ate some junk food. basically it was a fun night as friends. then came my favorite part. i was driving her home, and she asked "i was wondering if you could drive with one hand"
to make a long story short, i liked that concert. a lot
and my last news is i talked to tonia. that makes me happy. we talked a lot about her and her boyfriend, and i hope she figures things out all right. and we talked about her future, and a lot of great stuff. one thing i need to do better is when listening, be more receptive. i push my ideas too much before i understand exactly what's happening. but i talked to her for a couple of hours, and it surprises me how much she's grown since the summer.
well, i'm basically very happy, and almost tired, so i should probably sleep. i wish you all a very merry christmas. and a happy new year.
the past two weeks was one of the most hecktic (note the spelling, it was heck) times of my life. I was behind in everything, especially sleep. now i'm feeling good, cause i slept all afternoon. i designed my school's sports page, and i had a blast doing that.
i went to boise and back for cross country, and it was a load of fun. i had a bit of a weird thing though. jennii... well we went up to boise in different seats and came back in the same one. nothing happened, but i need to be careful with where i let us go. i want to get to be good friends with her, but i need to show that that's all. it's a hard line to draw sometimes.
dancing with eaven is starting to get AMAZING!!!! i'm starting to realize i need to be more decisive with my dancing, so no being unclear on what i want to do. I tried it a little bit last time we practiced, and it was like... SHA-BAM! we fit together like grilled cheese sandwiches and tomato soup. it was probably the best i've ever danced. now i just need to work on stringing moves together, so it makes the dance flow.
speaking of eaven, she's amazing. she had a party a week or two ago, and my feet were cold during the movie, so i got a blanket. her mom made a joke, and we ended up holding hands. just before this, i'd been having trouble resisting the gorgeous eaven, so i was purty happy. in the next day or two, i felt sorta weird, cause i wanted to keep holding her but i knew i couldn't without messing things up. so when we'd dance, i'd skip hugging her goodbye to keep myself from not letting go.
anyway... i asked her to go to my brother's concert with me, and we had a blast. right at the beginning, i thought about getting close to her, but i decided it wasn't the best time, and she'd not like it. so we had an amazing time, joking around and making up stories. my parents showed up, and we ate some junk food. basically it was a fun night as friends. then came my favorite part. i was driving her home, and she asked "i was wondering if you could drive with one hand"
to make a long story short, i liked that concert. a lot
and my last news is i talked to tonia. that makes me happy. we talked a lot about her and her boyfriend, and i hope she figures things out all right. and we talked about her future, and a lot of great stuff. one thing i need to do better is when listening, be more receptive. i push my ideas too much before i understand exactly what's happening. but i talked to her for a couple of hours, and it surprises me how much she's grown since the summer.
well, i'm basically very happy, and almost tired, so i should probably sleep. i wish you all a very merry christmas. and a happy new year.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
behind
I'm so backed up in school right now... and i'm excited for partyage. maybe i need to do homework before party. off to coloring i go!
Friday, September 5, 2008
old friends
well, i've had it on my mind quite a bit since school started, and i'm surprised i hadn't written on it earlier.
last year, i got to be really good friends with this girl. i would rant to her when i'd be upset, she'd talk to me all the time, and i grew to love her. before too long, we were together, and it was great. but it wasn't working right, and she broke up with me. i was bitter about it for the longest time, then i just thought i'd never be able to be friends with her again. over the summer, things cooled down a bit, and i'd talk to her but in tiny bits, and it was just cordial.
on the first day of school, i said hi to her, and she started a conversation with me. now we're getting back to the good old days, where we were just great friends. today, after jennii answered me, i offered syd my fish.... but afterwards, i ate it...
hehe. i'm in a really good mood now. shoot. and eaven just told me she didn't get a lead, but is in the choir. i'm glad she made it, but i wish she got a lead. i just hope she's happy with what she got.
last year, i got to be really good friends with this girl. i would rant to her when i'd be upset, she'd talk to me all the time, and i grew to love her. before too long, we were together, and it was great. but it wasn't working right, and she broke up with me. i was bitter about it for the longest time, then i just thought i'd never be able to be friends with her again. over the summer, things cooled down a bit, and i'd talk to her but in tiny bits, and it was just cordial.
on the first day of school, i said hi to her, and she started a conversation with me. now we're getting back to the good old days, where we were just great friends. today, after jennii answered me, i offered syd my fish.... but afterwards, i ate it...
hehe. i'm in a really good mood now. shoot. and eaven just told me she didn't get a lead, but is in the choir. i'm glad she made it, but i wish she got a lead. i just hope she's happy with what she got.
Thursday, September 4, 2008
randomness
http://mazzanet.id.au/ball.php the most addicting stupid game ever. it probably took the guy 10 minutes to design it, but it entertained me for like half an hour at least. and i just quit because i have a paper i need to correct.
anyway, eaven is all kinds of nervous about play tryouts, and i hope she made callbacks. she really cares about it, so it's important. and i never get to hear her sing. maybe as belle, i'd get to hear her a little :P
we danced this morning, and it was good, even though it was super early and painful to get up. btw, i'm going to bed once i finish my paper and eat.
p.s.
i heart mariokart
anyway, eaven is all kinds of nervous about play tryouts, and i hope she made callbacks. she really cares about it, so it's important. and i never get to hear her sing. maybe as belle, i'd get to hear her a little :P
we danced this morning, and it was good, even though it was super early and painful to get up. btw, i'm going to bed once i finish my paper and eat.
p.s.
i heart mariokart
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