I was upset the other night, but yesterday i realized something. It's one thing to get angry and hate when someone's not around, but when she is, I can't do it. So i feel like garbage for being mean, and i wish for nothing more than to be friends again. i want to hang out with her and have things be normal and happy. i just want to go back to being really close to her.
It took me a long time to come to this realization, but when I saw how hurt she was, it tore me apart inside. Reading things she had written upset me, but it was just an angry type of upset. Real life is a lot better than stupid online.
I'm sorry. Any number of excuses isn't enough to make up for what has happened. I just hope and pray that we can be close again. I know things won't ever be the same, but maybe they will get better.
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Okay, so this is one of those things that I think I would have to be there to get. So, since I'm not sure how to respond to comments, I have a few things to say:
1. You are my HERO for mastering Monsoon on Guitar Hero!
2. I take AP stat. What AP math do you take? Is that 8th block?
3. You know those stories that Eaven and I are doing? You should do one too. That would be soo cool!
So, there's my random ramble. yay!
-Soren Cantus
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