happy? very yes!

I HATE MANIPULATION!

So my life has gotten ridiculously simple and ridiculously complex in one swift stroke.

Since my last post, I decided to take a chance. I left the beaten path and decided to go out with a new friend. And.... something happened that i didn't expect. I fell in love with her. It's sort of making me completely happy. Every time i see her, i get butterflies. I feel like I've been with her forever, and i'll be happy to be with her for a lot longer.

Anyway, back to the hatred. I'm sick of others having problems with me being happy. I try my best to include everyone and everything, but my life is exploding in all directions, and I'm trying to be there for everyone. It just sucks that I don't even know i'm doing things that hurt others until after my death certificate has been signed.

So... manipulation. i'm not going to go into detail, but i can feel it from all angles except one, and it hurts. why can't people just be honest?

well it's getting late, so i'm going to bed. gnight!